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[07/02/05   2:54AM] NEW LIVEJOURNAL. meanieology. THANKS. * 2

[06/30/05   5:52PM] "i wish i could get the courage to tell you everything." hahahahah oh my god pleaseeee stay out of my life, i don't want to be involved with "everything" hahaha so fucking lame Run Into Sleep: be like "yes, on this scary and life-threatening adventure you need LOTS of courage" hahahaha * 4

[06/30/05   4:32AM] yay oh yeah my mom just told me im grounded until im 18. what the fuck! how interesting. "NO PHONE and NO CAR." hahahaha yeah okayyyy, i don't have either anyways! thank you to almost everyone and everything for tonight. * 7

[06/29/05   12:44AM] he took me on the best adventure today, i fucking loved it. i was dead tired and dehydrated from the moment it started and was very close to passing out every second, hahaha, but it didn't really matter. it was just us taking the train and subway together to random places in los angeles all day long. on hollywood there was like a million crazy blacks running around being scary as fuck and then as we walked down past the gap store we realized they were doing the BET music awards there. hollywood and highland was closed off for the red carpet thing and we got there right after it ended and like all the celebrities, my talented african idols, were already inside. either we did a million things throughout the adventure or nothing at all, it depends on how you look at it. time went by so fast, i wanna know how that happens all the time. there's a million more things to say about everything and i can either sit here typing or i can pass out and stop everything for several hours until tomorrow, can you guess which i'd rather do? i wanna know what i ever did to deserve all the good things, and what i did wrong to deserve all the bad things. *

[06/28/05   4:03AM] my life would be 100 times better if i could look at fireflies whenever i went outside at night or if grass was never itchy and wet and was always nice and cozy, i know what to wish for on my next birthday * 1

[06/26/05   5:42AM] i just got home. i just got away with coming home the next morning when supposedly i went to a show 20 minutes away with just one other person? the funny thing is i probably would've gotten away with it even if i did get caught coming in. it's sad how easily i can bullshit myself out of anything now and not even care if anybody even really believes me as long as i'm safe. wait no, it's not sad at all. there's no point to this entry except to mention the fact that i havent let anything get to me and also that i'm happy. it's actually really easy to make myself like genuinely happy without even really trying to make myself happy, i just figured out how to. but yeah consider this really gay or kinda cute but still gay but i think writing about how good i feel is worth writing in stupid livejournal about. this is probably my most important entry ever! good night/morning. time to sleep. btw quick question, what do you think happens to you after you die?!?!?!?! * 21

[06/24/05   12:59PM] [ music | the shins - kissing the lipless ] "if we talk and move then we've got something to prove and i don't want to do that today" everyone should show people how they feel instead of just telling all the time *

[06/23/05   6:14PM] [ music | rise against - six ways 'til sunday HAHAH ] yesterday daniel and i went on a date at the drive-in. we saw cinderella man. that movie is super cute for a movie but super weak for a gay porno. we finished the movie and then walked around a little and sat down at another movie for a couple minutes and smoked cigarettes. on the way back from the restrooms i saw that i was bleeding from my elbow. i seem to get hurt a lot when i'm in the company of daniel. i've never been on an actual date at the drive-in before, it was so fun. later i got a mcflurry and ate it at home. the day before yesterday we went on this other date where we just drove around and stole stuff from ralphs and threw change at a poor mother duck and her little baby ducklings. i got my mcflurry too but didn't eat it this time. we also looked at the city lights and full moon. it was a great first day of summer. when i get my new car and new cell phone ill be able to go out a lot more and do a lot more with a lot more daniel and a lot more people that matter. i think im gettin candy today i'm also buying a new domain today so if i have you hosted at my current one save all your stuff, i'm gonna delete it all btw this is day 6 of me being off of u-no-wut, yay for me, it's just sad though that it seems like a lot longer, like at least 2 weeks hahaha D: * 11

[06/23/05   12:27AM] ok i changed my mind, im staying with this lj or making a completely new one cause if i go back to an old one ill get really confused. so UN-ADD suzannealcasid. THANKS. *

[06/21/05   12:34AM] alright i have to make a to-do list for next 7 days - get pictures developed - go to hancock fabrics - buy one of those little kid portable cassette tape players - buy clothes - get my phone + keys back - get d-land pass - get a car - stay off you-know-wha - control my eating habits - become indifferent about stupid shit - stop getting secretly pissed when ppl talk shit about other ppl cause ppl are always gonna talk shit - cut people's hair - drink my wine - finish the alchemist - be productive and sleep as little as possible (the natural way) - keep things unplanned and keep suprising myself * 1

[06/20/05   6:06PM] hey lets stop thinking negatively and feeling sorry for ourselves! cause summer starts tomorrow! officially! leave everything behind and don't let anything hold you back! * 4

[06/19/05   8:02PM] so i just got out of bed. i've been sleeping ALL day. last night i reversed a decision and i hope i did something i won't regret, i hope i don't find out later that i'm putting myself in the same exact position i wanted to take myself out of. i'm fucking happy but we all know how long actual happiness has a tendency to last for me, even though it's 100% my fault... yesterday daniel and i were supposed to go to the train station in rancho to take bobby home. because i didn't want to have to drive to l.a., i wanted to just accompany bobby all the way home on the train and bus and i wanted daniel to come with me. i made us late and we missed the train so i decided to just drive bobby home. after like 5 minutes i decided i didn't wanna drive at all so i drove us all back to my house where my mom was having a graduation party for me. i made them watch spirited away hahahah and daniel kept touching bobby and stuff, i was kind of weirded out :/ and then we went out and got team america at blockbusters. we also went to albertsons cause i had to run some errands for my parents. we got them ice and water. i got myself apple juicy juice, blueberry muffins, and honey teddy grahams. we also got this super cool shopping cart that had a red car attached to it hahaha. bobby and daniel threw it into the back of the car. then we watched team america and took naps. oh yeah and daniel was limping all day hahahahahaha! jk i guess it was kinda sad but it was bobbys fault for making him rush. oh yeah and i was also supposed to go with edward somewhere yesterday but i changed my mind because i have a lot of money right now and i don't wanna see myself blowing it all on shit. i actually don't wanna see myself having ANYTHING to do with it for a while. i wanna start keeping life just easy and good, even though nobody can keep life from getting complicated or having things to deal with, there's just so much we have to learn how to live without. * 2

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